Post by narutoninja44 on Dec 20, 2009 12:55:17 GMT 12
Since only a select few people come on this site now, I decided to say goodbye formally.
Yes, it truely is Nikky. And yes, I am saying goodbye now that ADV Inc's dead.
What am I thinking right now? I'll tell you:
Ima actually kinda sad. I know I didnt create this place, I know I didnt plan it, I know I didnt partake in any of its creations. But, I did bring it to life.
It's like, youre an adult who got a puppy, yeah you didnt make it, you didnt have the puppy, maybe you didnt even name it, but it's your puppy. You get to teach it, nuture it, watch it grow and you allow it to live.
That's how I feel when I think of showing up at this forum. I nurtured it, fed it, allowed it to grow.
But everything must die, no?
I actually laugh at the thought of this place dead. Not in a mocking way, but sadly and with a dry mouth. Your dog is too old, or maybe its misbehaving, or maybe its too sick to live.
Either way, you can just let it die, kill it, or give it away.
I think I took this place to the vet and let them inject it with lethal fluids so it kills you slowly but painlessly. I think that was humane of me.
You prolly dont think so, but really, think. This place was dying. And I think it was best that the one who brang it to life was the one that ended its life as well.
You all prolly hate me. And I laugh more humorously at that. Because it's just funny to me. I did so many things that shouldve gotten me banned from the beginning....
I took threads off to neverland and they never came back, I swore at all of you, I mocked the staff, I insulted the members, I turned the place upside down without lifting a finger, I was a leiniant mod, I called everyone out when this site started to die and in the end, I trolled the place and got banned.
I remember so much about this place. When it was just a baby, Dryuu PMd me via FF.net and asked me to join. So I did.
I never thought I'd bring this place to life, I never thought I would make some cool friends, I never thought I'd get an online relationship and be the cause of many strange happenings, I never thought I'd be a forum celebrity, I never thought I would have even stayed.
I never thought any of those things when I activated my account. I just thought, 'Hey, I like ADVS, so why not join for the hell of it?'.
Funny how this stuff happens, huh?
I also remember when the Drive opened up. That was the most fun as hell place ever. I wish it didnt die, but hey, we cant keep everything alive and well.
I remember when Spence and Tim had their karma war. And I remember when Blake flamed the whole board while Jb was away. I remember suspecting KingLeon for being Blake (and I was right). I remember the member shipping thread nad how everyone supported CrackBrickShipping. I remember when this place was the cool kids place.
I wonder where I'll go now. Will I find another fandom and become their celebrity? Or will I just dissapear into the dark?
I remember when this place started going downhill. I dont remember how, but when I noticed it, I tried so hard to keep it going.
Ironically, things were also starting to go bad in what Tim prolly still calls the 'MSN Club'. With those two things, I think I lost my memory of the good things that happened here and there.
Then this place died. I killed it. I killed it as I went out with a bang. I must say, I did not think of Matkin coming back online. I shouldve banned him too. But I didnt. My mistake, I've learned for next time. (That's a joke.)
I wonder how long this is. Cause I really am just typing this up as I think it and I think reading through it will just make it seem stupid. I want you few to see what I think about this place.
I do have a word for Jb though. Or more like a series of thoughts.
Jb, I am not going to bash you thouroughly cause you've prolly already been told how stupid alot of your plans have been. I will tell you what I've thought of you throughout this whole year and a half.
At the beginning, you were pretty cool. You made this forum and I liked it. You were alright. Slowly you became just the admin who let me do whatever the frick I wanted. I liked that. Then you got dorky. Then you got less bright and you seemed more like a follower. Then you were just a loser in my book. A kid who didnt know half a thought of what he was doing.
But I must say, you did manage to keep the naive members of the forum at your grasp.
I wonder what you're thinking right now, Jb. I wonder what you think about the forum. I wonder what you think about the 'MSN Club'. I wonder what you think about me.
I have no regrets, Jb. I dont regrets bringing this place to life. I dont regret killing it. I dont regret bashing you in the past. And I dont regret what Ima writing right now.
And now, I think Ima at the end of my thoughts. I know this account will get banned for this. I just have one request, Jb:
Allow guests to see whats on here now.
Seriously, it would make everyone happy. And I would love to read through everyone after I get banned. And if no one's gonna come on, whats the point of hiding a forum that used to be amazing?
But, I guess that is truely and really your call.
So, Goodbye ADV Inc. I'll miss you and all the times we've shared. Dont forget me or any one else, no matte rhow horrible its been.
And now, I leave.
Yes, it truely is Nikky. And yes, I am saying goodbye now that ADV Inc's dead.
What am I thinking right now? I'll tell you:
Ima actually kinda sad. I know I didnt create this place, I know I didnt plan it, I know I didnt partake in any of its creations. But, I did bring it to life.
It's like, youre an adult who got a puppy, yeah you didnt make it, you didnt have the puppy, maybe you didnt even name it, but it's your puppy. You get to teach it, nuture it, watch it grow and you allow it to live.
That's how I feel when I think of showing up at this forum. I nurtured it, fed it, allowed it to grow.
But everything must die, no?
I actually laugh at the thought of this place dead. Not in a mocking way, but sadly and with a dry mouth. Your dog is too old, or maybe its misbehaving, or maybe its too sick to live.
Either way, you can just let it die, kill it, or give it away.
I think I took this place to the vet and let them inject it with lethal fluids so it kills you slowly but painlessly. I think that was humane of me.
You prolly dont think so, but really, think. This place was dying. And I think it was best that the one who brang it to life was the one that ended its life as well.
You all prolly hate me. And I laugh more humorously at that. Because it's just funny to me. I did so many things that shouldve gotten me banned from the beginning....
I took threads off to neverland and they never came back, I swore at all of you, I mocked the staff, I insulted the members, I turned the place upside down without lifting a finger, I was a leiniant mod, I called everyone out when this site started to die and in the end, I trolled the place and got banned.
I remember so much about this place. When it was just a baby, Dryuu PMd me via FF.net and asked me to join. So I did.
I never thought I'd bring this place to life, I never thought I would make some cool friends, I never thought I'd get an online relationship and be the cause of many strange happenings, I never thought I'd be a forum celebrity, I never thought I would have even stayed.
I never thought any of those things when I activated my account. I just thought, 'Hey, I like ADVS, so why not join for the hell of it?'.
Funny how this stuff happens, huh?
I also remember when the Drive opened up. That was the most fun as hell place ever. I wish it didnt die, but hey, we cant keep everything alive and well.
I remember when Spence and Tim had their karma war. And I remember when Blake flamed the whole board while Jb was away. I remember suspecting KingLeon for being Blake (and I was right). I remember the member shipping thread nad how everyone supported CrackBrickShipping. I remember when this place was the cool kids place.
I wonder where I'll go now. Will I find another fandom and become their celebrity? Or will I just dissapear into the dark?
I remember when this place started going downhill. I dont remember how, but when I noticed it, I tried so hard to keep it going.
Ironically, things were also starting to go bad in what Tim prolly still calls the 'MSN Club'. With those two things, I think I lost my memory of the good things that happened here and there.
Then this place died. I killed it. I killed it as I went out with a bang. I must say, I did not think of Matkin coming back online. I shouldve banned him too. But I didnt. My mistake, I've learned for next time. (That's a joke.)
I wonder how long this is. Cause I really am just typing this up as I think it and I think reading through it will just make it seem stupid. I want you few to see what I think about this place.
I do have a word for Jb though. Or more like a series of thoughts.
Jb, I am not going to bash you thouroughly cause you've prolly already been told how stupid alot of your plans have been. I will tell you what I've thought of you throughout this whole year and a half.
At the beginning, you were pretty cool. You made this forum and I liked it. You were alright. Slowly you became just the admin who let me do whatever the frick I wanted. I liked that. Then you got dorky. Then you got less bright and you seemed more like a follower. Then you were just a loser in my book. A kid who didnt know half a thought of what he was doing.
But I must say, you did manage to keep the naive members of the forum at your grasp.
I wonder what you're thinking right now, Jb. I wonder what you think about the forum. I wonder what you think about the 'MSN Club'. I wonder what you think about me.
I have no regrets, Jb. I dont regrets bringing this place to life. I dont regret killing it. I dont regret bashing you in the past. And I dont regret what Ima writing right now.
And now, I think Ima at the end of my thoughts. I know this account will get banned for this. I just have one request, Jb:
Allow guests to see whats on here now.
Seriously, it would make everyone happy. And I would love to read through everyone after I get banned. And if no one's gonna come on, whats the point of hiding a forum that used to be amazing?
But, I guess that is truely and really your call.
So, Goodbye ADV Inc. I'll miss you and all the times we've shared. Dont forget me or any one else, no matte rhow horrible its been.
And now, I leave.